Monthly Meter: January

fellowship/publication submissions: 7fellowship/publication acceptances: 0 fellowship/publication rejections: 3 books: 0 Secret Shame: This ain't working.Mantra of the Moment: Serial killers were once babies too.

Monthly Meter: February

fellowship/publication submissions: 0 fellowship/publication acceptances: 0 fellowship/publication rejections: 4 books: Salvage the Bones - Jesmyn Ward Secret Shame: I'm in my first trimester (but only in my stomach). #buddhabelly Mantra of the Moment: Haters gon' hate.

Conversations that happen in my head…

...and maybe should stay there. **RAMBLE/RANT ALERT** I have gone through those break-ups that deflate you, suffered losses in which you know you will never stop missing the person as long as you exist on the planet and they do not.  I have physically hurt to the point of tears, curses, and moans--all of which [...]

Throwback Thursday: How I Got Over

I can remember taking every photo: the day, the place, where my mind was.  Remember writing the poem.  Remember "discovering" it a good year later.  Setting it to music; then choosing the pictures.  Abusing that song by Citizen Cope; abusing Citizen Cope on Limewire; my first laptop (r.i.p). Throwback = throw your head back, close [...]

Wounds & Debris

1. I'm in the fourth or fifth grade.  In our small town, in the 80s, this makes me old enough to walk downtown without adult supervision.  Which is what me, my twin, and our sister Debbie are doing. A man in a red car drives slowly following us trying to lure us into his vehicle.  [...]

PTSD [#3]

WHY LI'L KIM SHOULD WEAR MORE CLOTHES two men blocked me from crossing the street when i was fifteen, and offered to pay. it was not the first time i was forced to realize i had breasts by strangers with greasy hair and hands making me want to destroy my own body before they could [...]

PTSD [#2]

FDA approved for those who can’t afford organic chokes energy from WIC’ed babies thick-thighed  with hormones that make steaks fat, make asses fatter Thighs rub, chafe, make heat where cold glares peer with open lips from seismic ads, invite their men to lynch-worthy dalliance. Breakbeat psalms exalt: only a dog wants a bone. Spandex expands [...]

PTSD [#1]

Post Traumatic Sexualization Syndrome - a type of anxiety; typically brought on by the sexualization of the female body in its formative years and/or in such a consistent sequence that the anxiety presents in or even as her realized sexuality and sexual experience Post Traumatic Sexualization Disorder - disorder in which one's anxiety surrounding sexuality is [...]

Awkward Hugs For Everyone!

Hello and welcome to my new followers (And thanks for hanging out to all of y'all who have been at the party since the punch was still room temperature). --d

Advice for People Writing Advice for Writers

Advice for People Writing Advice for Writers 7 Ways to Make Writing Advice Suck Less I will literally click on any link that says “Writing Advice.” The link may come from the New Yorker or someone’s Angelfire website from 1999. Doesn’t matter. I will read that crap out of it. Before we get to what [...]