"If I’d’ve gone after Charlie Simms and given him a good thrashing like I felt like doing, the hurt to all of us would’ve been a whole lot more than the hurt you received, so I let it be. I don’t like letting it be, but I can live with that decision. But there are [...]
Author: darlene anita scott
UtR on the Interwebs
How Running Changed Me: Running Gave Me Confidence | Runner's World How Running Changed Me: Running Gave Me Confidence Darlene Anita Scott started running after getting out of a relationship and it changed her life. Published July 8, 2013 NAME Darlene Anita Scott AGE 38 OCCUPATION University instructor & writer HOMETOWN Richmond, VA What prompted [...]
Monthly Meter: June
fellowship/publication submissions: 3 fellowship/publication acceptances: 0 fellowship/publication rejections: 3 books: This is embarrassing and unacceptable (not a book title, by the way). Secret Shame: No, mofo, I ain't over it, ain't getting over it, and...woo-sah. And no matter how many years go by, I cannot seem to tire myself of this song: I Call Your Name - [...]
When Crumbs Don’t Bring Them Home
how much can we love them before we armor ourselves against the rocks they will duck, dive, and still not miss; can we give them enough to share and if we do how do we assure that it does not meet the folly of a fickle hand that claims it suspicious, unlikely, and without merit?
Gettin’ Loose
Go into the village where you'll find an ass tied, and a colt with her: loose them, and bring them to me. If anyone asks what you're doing, tell them to let them go; I have need of them. And all this was done so that the prophecy would be fulfilled. Matthew 21:2-4 Every Sunday [...]
rethink: The Politics of Black Self Love
elf-aggrandizing is a familiar response to the systematic stripping of Black manhood, a familiar vestige of slavery and oppression. The arrogant and/or hyper-masculine posturing response to this stripping is pervasive not just in hip hop music, or even reggae toasting from which hip hop was born, but in black communities. Watch pastors, pimps, leaders in those communities and you will note the same material excess and self importance that young people learn to emulate.
Goals, or Justifying My Crazy
Goals are a fairly new phenomenon in my life. I avoided them, not for fear that I couldn’t reach them but because I saw them as a definitive and absolute marker of Success. Which is not how I’d like to picture Success. That definition is just too absolute and that alone makes it daunting. Which [...]
If you have ever loved a black boy
boy /boi/ n. human male child I was probably in 7th grade, crushing on one or many, the first time I felt real tears for a black boy. One I didn't know and because the evening news reported I never would. My friend told me we were not connected; that there would be others to [...]
A Little More Than What’s Left
I will not die with blood on my hands nor on discarded panties; not on the sheets a spot on the basement floor; under your nail & the stories chortled, drowned in beer; not buried in the front yard; not speckled the color of brick across every opportunity that comes for love; will not wear [...]
Monthly Meter: May
fellowship/publication submissions: 7 fellowship/publication acceptances: 0 fellowship/publication rejections: 1 books: __________________ Secret Shame: I'm a bully. (To myself). If I said the stuff I say to myself to other people, nobody would like me and I'd probably being fighting everyday. Mantra of the Moment: Pay attention. & I will and I can. I can and [...]
