Doing It Like I’m Doing It for TV

Portrait of the Artist as a Young Girl Woman - Age 24 Cameras have never been my thing. For years, I didn't even know how to smile.  Seriously. I would practice in the mirror but whatever I practiced never came out that way in my photos. When I was in the third grade my mom [...]

Church Girl

Portrait of the Artist as a Young Girl - Age 22 Yesterday I headed to the grocery store in hopes of getting cheap eggs; otherwise, I avoided shopping areas at all costs. Because the next day was going to be Easter.  Time for Peeps, pantyhose, shoes, and Easter ham. At sunrise, I was on the [...]

Invictus

Portrait of the Artist as a Young Girl - Age 20 "I am Sheeee-Rahhh, Queen of the Universe!"  Laysha's long legs stepped out of the line of us and struck warrior pose. Courtney, a Decatur-where-it's-greater native,  stepped out of the line to pop and drop in a tootsie roll every time her name was called. [...]

The Cipher

Portrait of the Artist as a Young Woman - Age 19 I joined the AUC (Atlanta University Center) Poets' Society in the first semester of my freshman year. Ryan, the guy I was digging at the time, walked me to Trevor Arnett Hall on his campus, Clark Atlanta University, for my first reading rehearsal.  It [...]

If “if” was a fifth, we’d all be drunk.

Portrait of the Artist as a Young Girl - Age 17 I borrow my title from the archives of my big sister, Denise (bka Niecy).  And from my own archives, a poem from the artist at 17. If only I wasn’t a drama queen.  If only I had realized he wasn’t the beginning and ending [...]

Mrs. Kopay

Portrait of the Artist as a Young Girl - Age 13 She was stylish, had cool handwriting, and she loved Snickers bars.  Since they were her favorite, she kept a stash that also served as prizes for good behavior and/or good work. When I was sent to her class in seventh grade I wasn't sure [...]

Playground Politics

Portrait of the Artist as a Young Girl - Age 11 12 was to be a big year.  Soon there would be no more recess; real bras; and the boys would grow up into the kind from our teen novels who danced with the girls and wrote loving notes folded four square; the teachers would [...]

Harriet Tubman ain’t take no stuff

Portrait of the Artist as a Young Girl - Age 10 My birthday falls on the first day of Black History Month.  So it was shortly after I turned 10 that I performed in what became one of my best secular public plays ever (if I do say so myself).  I was Harriet Tubman and [...]

Langston, My Man

Portrait of the Artist as a Young Girl - Age 9 Langston Hughes and I go back to fourth grade.   Mrs. Slattery's class.  That was year I challenged the notion of who, I think, I knew myself to be.  I tried to be loud, bold,  and whatever else I thought the cool kids were.  [...]

Portrait of the Artist as a Young Girl

I read somewhere that as an adult you become whomever you were at age 7.  Part of me thinks: scary thought. The 7 year old I was—always trying to write the longest story in Mrs. Fountain’s class—with the neatest handwriting (we received a grade for penmanship) is not wholly unlike the woman I have become. [...]